This reminds me about how freaked out I made myself on the way to work this morning. For some reason i was thinking about death and how I’m so not ready for it. I’m not ready for it because… I want to continue having thoughts and ideas and conversation and… things that really prove my existence. But without all of that… what is there? I almost started hyperventilating thinking about how scary dying would be. But then I calmed myself down by reminding myself that I’m only 21, and I don’t have much chance of vamoosing off the planet unless I get hit by a car whilst freaking out about death. 

This reminds me about how freaked out I made myself on the way to work this morning. For some reason i was thinking about death and how I’m so not ready for it. I’m not ready for it because… I want to continue having thoughts and ideas and conversation and… things that really prove my existence. But without all of that… what is there?

I almost started hyperventilating thinking about how scary dying would be. But then I calmed myself down by reminding myself that I’m only 21, and I don’t have much chance of vamoosing off the planet unless I get hit by a car whilst freaking out about death. 

(Source: pr0paganda, via chaosmagic)

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